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I remember the feeling when I realized I could just make the same piece again…I felt free! But I continue to need reminding 😅💛

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It's so hard!! Imagine if we just redid the same piece over and over again for years, it would probably be so good by the end.

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Loved to read this, we are all suffering from perfectionism to impress others! I try everyday to just have fun, but it's something I need to remember myself daily and add post its around my messy desk 🙃 also love the work of Maud Lewis, I met her work through the movie (and of course needed to search more after!).

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I have the exact same experience with social anxiety 😭 thanks for sharing

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Me threeeeeee... 🙃

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So common!! I wish their was a better term- post social spiral...

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I think young people absorb the message that only professional artists are worthy of calling themselves artists, and they get frustrated when they can't match the skills of professionals online. I still feel bad about my visual art, because when I was a kid I wanted to be a professional cartoonist and after years of drawing, taking classes, reading books, etc, my art didn't look professional. It still looks pretty wonky, lol.

Lately, I've been thinking a lot more about how to separate art from capitalism – "process, not product" – to make my art practice more about fun, self-expression, and growth, and keep that separate from my professional craft. It's been a fulfilling journey so far!

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Ahh Geoffrey I'm so happy to hear that you've been reconnecting with it. It's common for a lot of people to feel like they can't call themselves artists or writers or anything. When we are all of those things!!

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Thanks for writing this! The art museum in Halifax NS has Maud Lewis' actual painted house, which is so interesting to see if you ever get a chance.

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I'm going to a wedding in September in Halifax and I was so so excited to learn that! Definitely making the stop!

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Thanks. Love art

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Love this, love you!

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True! I’m always trying to loosen the grip of perfectionism which sometimes creeps into my beloved sketch books which means it has a grip on my joy. Not okay. Love Maud’s painting and yours too, for the sheer joy that comes through!

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It's tough because I think most artists want to get better at their work- which is noble! if only we could marry that with the joy we feel.

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Thanks for the inspo to share my messy sketchbook pages! I also am a little weirded out by the sketchbook tours of flawless masterpieces that just so happen to reside in a sketchbook.

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